Title: Cookie [English ver.]
Author: Riz Aino
Pairing: XiaoJin (Yujin + Xiaoting) [Kep1er]
Rating: NC–17
Genres: AU, “high school”, romance, pwp, smut
Number
of words: 3.6k
Summary: “take it, don't break it, I wanna see you taste it”.
Warnings: explicit sexual relations, first time.
Notes: story written through Cookie’s lyrics by NewJeans changing
"boy" to "girl." Also, here Yujin and Xiaoting are the same
age and just finished high school.
Author's
comment: the song crossed my path, the world said “it's not
porn, it's super innocent and childish” although it's terribly clear what it is
and I said “well, I'm going to write”. I hope you like it.
내가 만든 쿠키
너를 위해 구웠지
But you know that it ain’t for free, yeah
내가 만든 쿠키
너무 부드러우니
자꾸만 떠오르니
널 choco-chip으로
Sprinkle로
입맛 버리게 만들고 싶어
숨기고 있지만 널 더 보고 싶어
(Made a little cookie
Baked it just for you, this treat
But you know that it ain’t for free, yeah
Made a little cookie
Softer than a brownie
Living in your head rent-free
With chocolate chips, you know
I wanna sprinkle all over
And ruin your appetite
I’m hiding but I really wanna see your face)
When Yujin hears the doorbell of her house, she feels how her heart
begins to beat too fast inside her chest and she has to catch her breath, take
deep breaths, to try to calm down. The trick doesn't quite work for her because
her heart is still pounding as she gets up from the couch and walks toward the
doorway, knowing full well who the person that just ringed the bell is. She was
waiting for her, she knew she was going to arrive at any moment, but Yujin
still feels that she isn’t quite ready to open the door with a smile and then
ask her what she wants to do, because she was invited to her house that day
that they’ll be completely alone and that no one will disturb or interrupt them
for a purpose. Yujin is nervous because it’s something she has never done,
something that, deep down, she has a little respect for, but also something
that she hasn’t been able to stop thinking about for a long time and, now, that
neither of them has real responsibilities for a while, after finishing
university entrance exams, after all the chaos that their lives have been in
the last year, it's time to deal with it.
Because Yujin hasn't stopped thinking about wanting to have sex with her
girlfriend for a long time and that day she has decided that it will be the day
that they both finally go to bed together, touch their bodies without clothes
in between and explore their sexuality together, without any taboos, simply feeling
and letting go, although she hasn’t been able to talk about it with Xiaoting,
because of the shyness, and she had only been able to invite her to come to her
house that day when her parents weren’t there telling her that she had baked a
very good looking homemade cookie, a cookie that she had prepared just for her,
with lots of chocolate chips, because she knows that her girlfriend loves
chocolate.
When she reaches the door, she has to stop and take a deep breath once
more before finally opening it, finding her girlfriend on the landing, waiting
for her to open it with a smile on her face that becomes much wider the moment she
sees her appear through the doorway. Yujin feels how her heart almost jumps out
of her chest at that charming smile and, above all, because Xiaoting is
becoming more beautiful. She has to swallow again to ask her girl to go inside
the apartment, because a lump has settled in his throat that she doesn't know
how to undo and, in fact, her voice doesn't come out at all, which causes Xiaoting
let out a small giggle as she kicked off her shoes at the entrance.
"I'm happy you invited me today," she tells her, after taking
her sneakers off, getting up and looking into her eyes, seeming really happy to
be there. “I missed being able to have free time to spend with you and do
something other than study.”
"I'm also happy that we can finally spend time together."
If you want it
You can get it
If you want it
네 목소리를 또 들려줘 girl
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
(If you want it
You can get it
If you want it
Let me hear you say you want it more, girl
No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?
No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?)
"Where's the cookies you told me you made?" Xiaoting asks when
she's been in the flat for a few minutes and they're both in Yujin's room. The
question catches the girl off guard, choking on her own saliva, and Xiaoting
puts down the Spice Girls album she's taken from her shelf to pat her on
the back a couple of times. “Are you okay?”
"Yes, yes… don't worry," she replies, still coughing a little.
“My saliva has gone on the wrong side.”
"Are you so surprised that I asked about the cookies?" she ask,
an amused smile on her face, teasing her. “Did you eat them all by yourself?”
The last question makes Yujin choke and cough again, but this time the attack
passes a little faster and she replies.
“It would be nice if I could eat it myself, but it's a bit impossible.”
Xiaoting blinks several times in a row, very fast, probably very
confused with what she has said and the way she has said it and Yujin has to
take a deep breath. The time has come, she has to tell her girlfriend what her
intentions are in inviting her and what she’s referring to when she talks about
that delicious cookie that she has baked just for her. She doesn't know what
Xiaoting's reaction will be, but she hopes, wishes, that she doesn't take it
the wrong way and that they are both on the same page and want that.
“Actually… there's no cookie,” she says, causing the confusion on
Xiaoting's pretty face to deepen. “I just didn't know how to tell you that...
I'd like to have sex... and I came up with the cookie thing because... you
know... it’s a nicer way to say pussy... I don't know, don't listen to me... it
was just... I wanted...”
Her speech leaks water everywhere, like a tube full of holes, but once she
has started talking, she doesn't know how to stop and only nonsense comes out
of her mouth. One after another, different expressions begin to pass on
Xiaoting's face, first of absolute confusion, then of processing her words and
finally of understanding because of what she has said and what she wants. No
more than a few, long seconds have passed, even if they seemed to take forever
for Yujin, when a wide smile appears on her girlfriend's face and she stops
talking, her heart beating quickly inside her chest, feeling nervous for
Xiaoting's reply.
“You know, I would never have thought of what you wanted to say if you
didn't get to explain it to me” she begins, “although I would have loved to eat
some cookies this afternoon, I almost prefer to eat your pussy” she jokes and
makes Yujin’s heart beats faster, although that may seem impossible. “Mind you,
you owe me a real cookie one of these days.”
Xiaoting approaches her, leaning forward and closing the distance
between them to take her lips in a short kiss that leaves her wanting much
more, so she chases her girl's lips to make the kiss last a little longer, noticing
against her mouth the smile that appears on Xiaoting's lips and not being able
to prevent it from replicating on her own, totally happy because she has
accepted her proposal, although the way of doing it would have been a little
weird.
“I promise I'll make some cookies for you soon,” she says, against her
lips.
"With chocolate chips?" Xiaoting asks.
"With all the chocolate chips you want."
내가 만든 쿠키
너에게는 독이지
네 마음속을 녹이지
So good, yeah
Looking at my cookie
역시 향기부터 다르니 (Taste it)
한입은 모자라니
널 choco-chip으로
Sprinkle로
정신 못 차리게 만들고 싶어
숨기고 있지만 널 더 보고 싶어
(Made a little cookie
Pick your poison, it’s on me
I’ll melt your heart away
So good, yeah
Looking at my cookie
Yeah, the scent alone will make you see (Taste it)
You can’t stop at one bite with me
With chocolate chips, you know
Sprinkles, oh
You’ll lose your mind till you don’t want other tastes
I’m hiding but I really wanna see your face)
Between laughs and kisses, the atmosphere begins to warm up while their
bodies and their hands, shy, hesitant, begin to gradually remove their clothes.
Yujin is nervous, even though she's the one who made the proposal, even though
she's wanted it for a long time. It's her first time, it's something she's
never done before and she can't help but think too much, think about whether
she's doing it right, the accelerated way her hands move over Xiaoting’s curvy
body, trembling, is normal how much she likes the soft touch of her girl's skin
against her fingertips. Yujin can't stop thinking, but at the same time she
can't stop doing what her body screams at her, letting it work on a kind of
autopilot, taking off her girlfriend's clothes, helping her to take off her own
clothes, until finally both are completely naked on her bed, both unable to
take their eyes off the other's body, seeing each other for the first time. Shyness
attacks Yujin again and, in a reflex action, she tries to cover her breasts
with her hands and close her legs tightly, hiding from Xiaoting's gaze, but she
gives her a sweet smile, before slowly approaching her and gently remove her
hands from her body, looking at her with a tenderness that makes Yujin melt for
her.
"Don't cover up," she murmurs. “Let me see you… let me taste
you until I get addicted to you and don't want to taste anyone else.”
If you want it
You can get it
If you want it
네 목소리를 또 들려줘 girl
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
(If you want it
You can get it
If you want it
Let me hear you say you want it more, girl
No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?
No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?)
The way Xiaoting looks at her, the way Xiaoting touches her, the way
Xiaoting kisses her, leaving marks on her skin here and there that make her
sigh, gasp, moan, that make her whole-body shiver and her crotch area getting
much hotter and moister than any other part of her body. Sometimes it's a light
touch with her fingertips, other times her fingers grip her thighs hard and
sink into her skin... sometimes her kisses are short, quick, she hardly notices
them, like they were butterfly's wings, other times it's her hot, wet tongue
that she feels against her skin, sometimes it's her teeth, nipping lightly,
doing no harm, just sinking in hard enough to make her gasp. Everything she's
feeling is foreign to her, even though she's touched herself countless times
before, tentatively, but this is different, much more intense, and because she
doesn't know what her girl will do next, the touches, caresses and kisses catch
her off guard. Yujin doesn't know what to do apart from enjoying herself, lying
on her bed, with Xiatoing on top of her, doing whatever she wants with her
because deep down all she wants is for her girlfriend to eat her whole, as she
had commented with the cookie before it all started... and when her girlfriend
breaks away from her to look at her, a question written in her eyes, her
expression full of desire, Yujin can only nod and almost moan a "go
ahead" before Xiaoting buries her face in his legs.
Bet you know
Bet you know
Bet you know I
레시핀 없어 딴 데서는 못 찾아
Take it
Don’t break it
I wanna see you taste it
Sugar, got sugar
난 재료 안 아끼지
Bet you know
Bet you know
Bet you know I
네 다이어트를 망치고 싶어 나
Take it
Don’t break it
I wanna see you taste it
Sugar, got sugar
Bet you want some
(Bet you know
Bet you know
Bet you know I
Make recipes that you won’t see anywhere else
Take it
Don’t break it
I wanna see you taste it
Sugar, got sugar
Spare nothing when I bake it
Bet you know
Bet you know
Bet you know I
Make all the things that will ruin your diet
Take it
Don’t break it
I wanna see you taste it
Sugar, got sugar
Bet you want some)
Yujin feels Xiaoting's hot, wet tongue directly against her labium,
grazing the entrance if her vagina with it too, licking it over and over,
kissing her too, trailing short kisses up to her clit, taking it between her
lips, squeezing it slightly, making the girl see the stars and could almost
touch them with her fingertips due to the immense pleasure she’s experiencing
at that moment. Her mind is covered with a thick fog that drowns all the
nervousness she has felt just a few moments ago until it ceases to exist
because all she can think about is how incredible it feels, how shivers of
pleasure run through her body from top to bottom, one after another, while
Xiaoting's tongue doesn’t stop licking her whole, causing her to become more
and more hot and humid.
"Xiaoting"
The name of her girl leaves her lips in a way almost as intense as the
electric current that has just run through her entire nervous system, leaving
her body limp and at her mercy. And Yujin notices how Xiaoting smiles against her
crotch, how she moves away from her a little to look at her for a few moments,
a warm smile on her lips red and swollen from all the kisses they’ve shared
before, wet from the shared saliva and the juices that come out of her body. It’s
such an erotic image, her beautiful face in that way, with her eyes darkened by
desire watching her as if she wanted to eat her whole, as if she wanted to
break her into a thousand pieces and then join her with his tongue, with her
kisses, with her caresses, her completely naked body and her skin bristling
despite the fact that some time has passed since the last time Yujin's hands
touched her, that Yujin feels even hotter and can't help but speak again, her
voice sounding hoarse from the pleasure, from the lack of air, from the moans
that have been coming from deep within her for a long time.
"I wanna see how you taste me."
And Xiaoting gives her a smirk before burying her face between her legs
again, this time inserting her tongue into her vagina as deep as she can,
causing Yujin to moan her name out loud again, this time much higher.
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
식사는 없어 배고파도
음료는 없어 목말라도
달콤한 맛만 디저트만 만
원하게 될 거 알잖아
Yeah
yo
Yeah
yo
Mm
mm
Yeah
yo
Yeah
yo
Mm
mm
(No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?
No dinner, dinner, you’re hungry though
No water, water, you’re thirsty though
Sweet sugar, my my, dessert, my my
That’s how you like it, ain’t that right?
Yeah
yo
Yeah
yo
Mm
mm
Yeah
yo
Yeah
yo
Mm
mm)
Yujin's gasps and moans echo through the room like the soundtrack to her
first time as Xiaoting keeps making her feel amazing, her head between her
legs, her tongue digging into her again and again, penetrating her, brushing
her clitoris with her fingers, causing the girl to feel more and more on the
edge of the abyss. Everything in her body, in her mind, screams at her that she’s
close to bursting with pleasure, her hands grip the sheets of her bed, her
heels sink into the mattress and her hips rise a little from it, everything
tensing in until finally she feels the orgasm come over her and ends up moaning
Xiaoting's name over and over closing her eyes as her body relaxes completely
on her bed, still pulsing, her heart beating rapidly inside her chest, gasping
for air, totally exhausted and with a blank mind. Chills of pleasure run
through her body one after another and Yujin just wants to curl up into a ball
and go to sleep because she feels very tired, her whole being asking her to
rest, but when she opens her eyes and sees her girlfriend in front of her, not
losing detail of her reactions, the will to make Xiaoting feel everything she
has made her feel is much stronger and, when her body finally begins to respond
correctly, she doesn’t exchange even a word with her before sitting up in the bed,
close the distance between them and taste in Xiaoting's lips his own taste.
내가 만든 쿠키
Come and take a lookie
우리 집에만 있지 놀러 와
얼마든지 굽지
그런데 너 충치
생겨도 난 몰라
내가 만든 쿠키
Come and take a lookie
우리 집에만 있지 놀러 와
얼마든지 굽지
그런데 너 충치
생겨도 난 몰라
(Made a little cookie
Come and take a lookie
Baked at my place only, come get some
I’ll bake it for you daily
But don’t try to blame me
Cavity’s your problem
Made a little cookie
Come and take a lookie
Baked at my place only, come get some
Bake your favorite daily
But don’t try to blame me
Cavity’s your problem)
The hours go by slowly and quickly at the same time as they both explore
their bodies, while they touch each other, while they sink their fingers into
each other, while they try to find what the other likes the most, while they
try to know with what they feel more pleasure until the sun is lost on the
horizon and night falls. It’s at this moment that they finally separate, even
though they’re still not satisfied, only because Yujin's parents will be coming
back soon. They don't want to separate from each other, neither wants to
because they still have too many things to try, to discover, but it is
necessary and, in the end they do it... however, Yujin knows perfectly well
that with everything they have done that afternoon they have opened a pandora's
box and that, from now on, they’ll be unable to keep their hands away from each
other's bodies, as if they had become addicted to the sugar in those cookies
they had baked together.
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