Title: Deeds of the flesh
Author: Riz Aino
Pairing: WookSung (Love + Nine) (OnlyOneOf)
Classification: NC–17
Genres: AU, smut, pwp
Word count: 3.4k
Summary: "there is nothing gay
about making another dude cum".
Warnings: a lot of touching and masturbation
also… very explicit.
Notes: story written while listening to my
PWPlaylist ... someday I'll leave it to you ... but today won't be that day
(?).
Author's comment: thinking seriously
about what the chosen ship should be on this occasion, the libidO's MV crossed
my mind and I couldn't resist it. I hope you like it.
Deeds
of
the
flesh
Now the deeds of the flesh are
evident, which are:
sexual immorality, impurity,
sensuality…
Galatians 5:19
(Y manifiestas son las obras de la
carne, que son:
Inmoralidad sexual, impureza,
sensualidad…
Gálatas 5:19)
"Where do you think you
touch with those hands?" JiSung said, pulling WookJin's hand away from his
body.
WookJin frowned and turned his
face, not understanding why the other always pushed him away when they had any
kind of physical contact, no matter how minimal it was. They were sitting on
the couch watching a movie they weren't even paying much attention to because
it had gotten boring in the first twenty minutes and WookJin had just clung to
his body a little bit more and, tired and bored, he had put the arm above his
shoulders. He hadn't even done anything weird, he was just touching his back
without paying attention to what he was doing, out of habit, because it was something
he did with everyone. After that, he had only made a few circular motions with
his fingertips on his shoulder blade for a few moments before JiSung pushed his
hand away as if his contact burned him.
"You're a
porcupine*", he finished by saying, moving away from JiSung.
He ended up on the other
corner of the couch, hunched over, his legs on the cushion and hugging them
with his arms, sinking his chin between his knees, still pouting his lips.
Maybe he was being a bit dramatic with that reaction, but JiSung had been the
first dramatic to push him away like that. And it hadn't been the first time.
JiSung had never been a lover of physical contact, sometimes he had let him hug
him or lie on him, some touch or caress hadn't bothered him at first and
WookJin had thought things like that had become almost daily between them,
having considering that they had been sharing the apartment for more than a
year... however, since the older caught him hooking up with YongSoo, his fuck
buddy, when they were supposed to have the flat to themselves, everything had
gone downhill and without brakes on the cordial relationship of housemates that
both had.
WookJin didn't know the reason
and hadn't dared to ask him in the recent weeks about it, in case the answer
JiSung gave him did him irreparable damage. He didn't want to hear anything
from his lips him disliking his sexuality, because that was what it seemed, and
WookJin wasn't prepared to hear how one of the people who had become very
important in his life, say something like that to him, he had enough with many
people he didn't know judging him every day simply because of it, he didn't want
JiSung to become one of those people as well.
"Are you angry?"
JiSung asked him, over the background noise of the movie and over the noise his
thoughts were making in his head. "I didn't mean to anger you".
"It wasn't your intention",
WookJin muttered under his breath, in a whisper that couldn't be heard by the
other.
"Hmm?" JiSung said.
"I haven't understood you".
"I'm not angry..."
he finished answering, after taking a deep breath, trying to calm the whirlwind
of things that kept coming and going in his mind, "I just... I don't know
how to express it". He turned his head to the right to look at JiSung,
"a little... hurt? disappointed?" Immediately after saying those
words he covered his mouth with his hands because, although it was what he
felt, he didn't want to say it that way. "It's not exactly that", he
added. "I don't know how to say it".
"Does it have to do with
something I've done?" Asked JiSung. "To see if I can help you know
how to say it".
JiSung's gaze was clear and
sincere after saying that and he knew perfectly well that any problem that had
arisen had always been solved by talking... perhaps that runrun* in his head
would also be solved if they spoke it, because that way he would have the
answer to why JiSung would walk away from him when he touched him in any way.
The answer scared him a lot, yes, and he really didn't know if he could bear it
if this was what he feared, but the situation couldn't continue like this either,
because he was seen that every day it was getting worse.
"Why do you take my hands
away if I touch you or push me away if I hug you?" He asked, forgetting to
use that filter that should be operative, especially in those moments, between
his brain and his mouth. Perhaps it'd been too direct, because JiSung's eyes
widened and a perfect "o" formed on his lips. "I mean... I know
you've never liked physical contact as much as I did and that sometimes you are
like a porcupine, but in recent weeks it happens almost always and the truth is
that I've been wondering for a while if it is because of something that has
happened recently… like that time you caught me hooking YongSoo", he
added, speaking quickly, nervously, blinking over and over again
uncontrollably.
After saying that, the only
thing that was heard in the place during the following moments were the
dialogues and the soundtrack of the film that was still playing on tv,
completely forgotten. WookJin began to get nervous at the lack of response from
JiSung, who was just staring at him, almost without blinking, completely lost
in his thoughts, thoughts that WookJin didn't even dare to imagine because his
own were getting too wild.
"It's not… that…"
JiSung commented. "At least it's not exactly that", he added. "I
don't know what thoughts you may have had, but I can assure you that they
aren't even close to what it is".
"Then?" He couldn't
help asking, curious and expectant to know what it was.
JiSung fell silent again, as
if he was thinking about what he could say and how he could say it. Considering
that the older one never really thought when he spoke, but rather he blurted
things out the way he thought them, WookJin felt some fear, even though he had
assured him that it couldn't be what he thought. JiSung finally made up his
mind to speak, taking a deep breath before doing so.
"When I saw you making
out with your friend YongSoo I started thinking things I'd never thought before",
he said, lowering his head and staring at the sofa space between them.
"Things I'd like to do with another guy, even though I've never been
attracted to one".
WookJin froze completely as he
heard him say that, his heart beating rapidly inside his chest and hammering
inside his head. He would never have expected that answer from the other
because JiSung had always been dating girls, if it wasn't one, it was another,
WookJin still remembered how not long ago he'd been with that bubblegum-pink
haired girl that he had met one day he had gone skating and it seemed that it
was the final one, but he had broken up with her only a few weeks ago. WookJin
hadn't understood why he had broken up with her when they seemed to be made for
each other… but now that JiSung had confessed to him what he had been thinking,
he could understand it. If he was beginning to question his sexuality, he
wouldn't have wanted to hurt her.
"I thought you were going
to tell me that it bothered you that I was gay and that you didn't want me to
get close to you because of it", he couldn't help but mutter, rather
relieved. "I've never completely hidden it, but neither had I expressly
told you I was gay".
"No, no, no", JiSung
replied immediately, raising his head and shaking both his head and hands in a
negative way. "It wasn't that, really, that you're gay doesn't bother me
at all... I mean... it's your life, you can do whatever you want with it and
you can like whoever it is, I have nothing to say there".
"I'm calmer knowing
that", WookJin said, outlining a small smile. "And now that I know
what is on your mind maybe I can help you".
"Help me?" JiSung
asked puzzled, frowning slightly. "How?"
"I've been through that already",
he replied. "Questioning my sexuality, I mean", he added.
"Thinking that it is weird for me to be physically attracted to a guy and
thinking about it again and again without reaching a clear solution because I
couldn't trust anyone around me to say it in case they treated me badly after
knowing it... but I am here for you and I can solve all your doubts".
JiSung frowned, looking at him
and WookJin saw he was confused and puzzled, as well as somewhat scared. It
hadn't been a good idea to bring up the subject of his sexuality so lightly
because JiSung probably hadn't gotten there yet considering things, so he
changed his method.
"If you want to talk to
me, you know you can", he said. "And if you want me to touch you to
know what it feels like, I don't care either".
"But… I'm not gay",
JiSung replied, a bit defensively.
"There's nothing gay
about making another dude cum", WookJin replied, unable to prevent a
mischievous smile from appearing on his lips.
JiSung's eyes widened after
hearing that and WookJin could see the tips of his ears turn bright red.
Perhaps it had not been the best approach to the subject, nor the best answer
he could have given him, but at least he had gotten a reaction out of it. If
JiSung was embarrassed or nervous about being touched by another guy, there was
probably a lot he had to discover to him.
"I'm serious", he
added. "I don't mind".
"But… YongSoo…"
JiSung started, however WookJin shook his head and gave him a reassuring smile.
"We're just
friends", he replied. "When we don't have a partner, but we need some
physical contact, we hang out for a while, I'm not going to cheat on him if
that worries you".
"I'm not worried... it's
just that..."
JiSung kept talking, but
WookJin didn't hear him. His ears closed to the sound he made and his eyes
simply fixed on the movement of his lips. As they were, facing each other on
the couch, he would only have to crawl for a few moments to reach him and kiss
his lips. WookJin had always thought that JiSung was too attractive and he
wasn't going to deny that on some occasions he would have wished he was also
gay so he could be with him, but he had ended up leaving those thoughts behind
due to the evidence of JiSung's heterosexuality. However, at that time, the
older one was confused, he needed to clarify his ideas and, above all, he
needed to know what he might feel with another guy and he was there, he was the
only one who was there and the only one who could help him with all that. So,
without giving it more thinking, he ended up crawling up to JiSung, taking
advantage of the fact that he kept talking, explaining himself, excusing
himself, until he was a few centimeters from his body, causing him to be
surprised by his closeness.
"Say 'no' if you don't
want me to kiss you", he murmured, staring into his eyes.
JiSung looked back at him, but
he said absolutely nothing. WookJin counted to three in his mind and then he
simply closed the small distance separating them, kissing him for a few
moments, just a light touch, before slowly separating from him, evaluating his
reaction. He didn't seem annoyed, nor disgusted, somewhat surprised perhaps,
because his eyes were wide open and they were looking at him as if he were
seeing him for the first time in those moments.
"Let me make you feel
good", he murmured.
The older one blinked a couple
of times and then slowly nodded, so WookJin took it to mean that he had
permission to touch him as much as he wanted until JiSung asked him to stop. If
he told him to stop, he would, he would move away from him and never touch him
like that again, but with that confirmation, he had carte blanche for the
moment, so he approached his face again to give him another kiss, this time
moving his lips against JiSung's, instead of just brushing against them.
Afterwards, he separated a few centimetres from his mouth to place a kiss on
his jaw line, another on his neck, another on his clavicle, removing the collar
of the shirt with his fingers to do so. He would like to kiss his entire body
from top to bottom, not just kiss him, mark him, record that his lips had
passed through there, that his mouth had been the one that had done that.
However, he couldn't do any of that right now. JiSung wasn't mentally prepared
for anything really and he was just taking advantage of the moment to make him
see how another guy would touch him, but he didn't want to scare him either.
WookJin ran his hands up
JiSung's sides and then brought them to the waistband of his pants, undoing the
drawstring that held the wide sweatpants he used to sleep in in place. Reaching
into the space between his clothes and his skin was the next thing he did,
staring into JiSung's eyes, in case he asked him not to; however, JiSung's eyes
were fixed on the movement of his hand and WookJin ended up putting it in his
underwear, touching his penis and his testicles with his long and thin fingers.
A slight sigh came from JiSung's lips and WookJin couldn't help but smile
because at least he had liked that. In addition, that invited him to continue
exploring him, because he hadn't protested and hadn't withdrawn his hand,
something that he would surely have done if WookJin had touched him there at
any other time. He was receptive to his touch and also responded to him well.
His fingers began to move
against his sensitive skin, experts, knowing where to touch and how for his body
to continue reacting and for his penis to begin to grow inside his pants. It
wasn't much, it wasn't too much, it was just enough for JiSung to start gasping
for air, getting aroused. He liked it and it was giving him pleasure, probably
in his head many thoughts were passing about it, about his hands and about his
reactions, WookJin could almost hear his thoughts because of how strong they
were, so he didn't stop, he didn't stop touching him until he wasn't completely
hard between his fingers.
"Do you want me to
continue?" He asked him. JiSung looked at him confused for a few moments,
as if there was not what he had said, too lost in himself. "Do you want me
to continue?" He asked again. The older's dark eyes locked with his before
nodding slowly. "Do you like it?" WookJin dared to ask.
And that time what he received
wasn't a slight nod, but a clear "yes" from JiSung's lips. A deep,
sensual sigh that made WookJin's body shiver with pleasure.
WookJin shook his head slightly,
clearing his thoughts and trying to forget about that feeling that had run
through his body because he was in those moments trying to make JiSung discover
how it felt to be touched by another guy, he wasn't there get excited for him,
even though he felt that inside his boxer, his own dick was beginning to grow
simply because of the situation, because of the heat, because of hearing the
slight sighs that left JiSung's lips from time to time. Focusing again was
quite an odyssey, but WookJin focused on what he had to keep doing.
His right hand completely
enveloped the older man's erection and began to move it slowly up and down.
When he approached his tip, he surrounded it with his fingertips and noticed
how the thick liquid from the pre-semen began to wet the area, making it much
easier to slide his hand over his dick, that dick was much more sensitive to
his touch every second that passed. JiSung wasn't going to take long to end up
cumming because WookJin noticed his veins running through the entire length of
him, completely swollen, his dick about to explode. His light gasps had grown
much louder, too, deeper, almost harsh, and far more frequent and quicker. It
was a matter of just a few moments. WookJin gave him a small look and his heart
beat again inside his chest as if he had just run a marathon at the sight that
he had before him of JiSung about to reach orgasm.
WookJin couldn't help but gulp
because his mouth had gone completely dry and he gasped at the sudden lack of
air entering his lungs because that sensual vision had just upset him too much.
Completely lost, he only
realized that JiSung couldn't take it anymore when his brow furrowed and he
clenched his jaw tightly, an instant before letting out a low groan that echoed
in the place, as his semen began to stain his underpants and WookJin's hand,
still tucked inside them and clutching his penis, which still trembled against his,
deflating with each tremor until it was completely limp, though still totally sensitive
between his hand. JiSung was breathing hard, his chest rising and falling
rapidly, his eyelids almost completely covering his dark eyes, which were wide
enough for WookJin to see that lascivious and sensual look, but at the same
time satisfied, half lost in WookJin's face and some point beyond him where he
would still be watching stars.
WookJin finally removed his
hand from JiSung's crotch and, in the absence of tissues or paper nearby to
clean himself, he ended up taking it to his mouth to suck his fingers and not
put the couch lost of semen. JiSung seemed to come to his senses seeing him
doing this and protested.
"No, no, don't do
that", he said.
But WookJin just kept doing
it, glaring at him mischievously as he did it until he was done, enjoying how
the older one kept staring at the movement of his tongue. Later, he ended up
throwing himself unceremoniously on JiSung's body, hugging him and hiding his
face in his chest, hoping that on that occasion he wouldn't reject his contact
and let him stay there for a while because it had been some intense moments
between them and he needed to calm down too. JiSung wrapped his arms around his
waist and WookJin couldn't help but smile against his chest. At least, from that
moment on, JiSung was not going to reject every little touch they had any more,
that had been solved... although JiSung would probably take longer to find out
what he wanted and how he felt about it. And WookJin would be there to help him
anything he wanted.
Final notes:
—"You're a porcupine"*: in Spanish, this is said to people who
doesn't like physical contact.
—Runrun*: in Spanish, this is said when you've been continuously
thinking about something.
—Yes. The bubblegum-pink haired girl that JiSung met while skating is
LOONA's ViVi. Basically because I needed a girl to mention and because it's
Love's first appearance and the first of the three times that I fell in love
with him was in that MV.
—As with the previous one, I'm wondering whether to give it a
continuation in one of the next chapters… but I don't know if I will or not.
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