[One Shot] I wish I knew how to quit you [English ver.] {KyuJung}

Title: I wish I knew how to quit you [English ver.]

Author: Riz Aino

Pairing: KyuJung (KB + YooJung) (OnlyOneOf)

Classification: NC–17

Genre: AU, romance, drama, fluff, smut, pwp

Number of words: 9.5k

Summary: KyuBin goes to that pole dance classes after losing a bet with WookJin, but returns to them because of the beautiful instructor.

Warnings: a lot of sexiness, a lot of KB thirsting for YooJung, a bit of bondage and explicit sex.

Notes: story written for @taesbaguette and @shOuldbedancin, thanks for giving me the idea and for helping me with the plot and everything else.

Author's comment: I have dedicated much more time in the end than I thought because the story hasn’t stopped growing little by little while I was writing it. I hope you like it.

 

            "Are you kidding me?" KyuBin said, not looking up from the small piece of paper in his hands.

            "You know I don’t joke about things as serious as not spending free or discount coupons", WookJin replied, facing him, "but I’ll never joke about it when the one who gave me this coupon is JiSung".

            "Tell me the truth, Jung WookJin". KyuBin finally looked up, meeting the other's eyes, which reflected a mischievous glint. “Do you like to see me suffer?”

            "No, not at all", the boy replied, having the audacity to get serious even when he said it, when inside he must have been fighting not to die of laugh in front of his face. “JiSung gave me this coupon for a free class because he wanted me to do a sexy little dance for him the next time I have night shift and he comes to visit, but I already know how to handle myself quite well at the pole, so I thought you could put it to good use”, he explained.

 

            KyuBin wanted to reach out and twist his neck, first because of what he had just given him, that coupon for a free class —and discounts for the next five sessions— of pole dancing at a new dance academy that had recently been opened in the city and where JiSung, WookJin's boyfriend, seemed to know the instructor; second because he had just found out that when that idiot stayed on duty at night, he would take his boyfriend to probably ride him anywhere in the fire station... including the pole they used to get down to the garage quickly if there was any warning of fire or emergency that required their services. He barely had to hold back because he couldn't taint his impeccable professional service with a first-degree murder, but he wanted to do it. He really wanted.

 

            "You lost the bet, this is what you have to do as punishment", WookJin told him. “And it's not that bad either, you have experience in holding onto poles, at least you're not going to make a fool of yourself and it's going to be free" and he added “And JiSung’s friend is pretty, you’ll be happy to know him”.

 

            KyuBin was about to reply several things, but at that moment, the fire station alarm started to sound and KyuBin couldn't do it because they both ran for their equipment, the older one putting that stupid coupon in the inside pocket of his clothing.

 

~

 

            KyuBin let out a deep breath. He still couldn't believe he was there, in that dance academy where classes for pole dance were going to start in just a few minutes. He had tried to escape until the last moment, but WookJin had shown up that day at his apartment and had carried him almost in dreadlocks to that place, registering him for that class. KyuBin used to indulge the younger too much, but he had gone overboard with that punishment for losing the bet he had made with him. The next time they made a bet he would make sure to win —even if he had to cheat— to treacherously registering him to ballet classes, for example, because he couldn't think of anything more embarrassing right now. It had to be something that was as embarrassing or more than what was happening there KyuBin, who was the only man in the class and who, in addition, was going to have to rub himself against that pole for a little over an hour during the class. He had experience with the poles because he used to go down one at the fire station to the truck when there was an emergency, but it was not the experience that he was going to need to do pirouettes on it.

 

            KyuBin couldn't help but sigh again, wanting the class to finish as quickly as possible to get out of there so he could start planning his revenge against WookJin; however, for that the teacher had yet to arrive, the one WookJin had told him was a friend of his boyfriend, although he hadn’t given him more details other than that. As if he had invoked him thinking of him, the classroom door opened and a young man appeared, with long hair, almost shoulder length, and with delicate, clean features. KyuBin couldn't help but follow him with his gaze from the moment he entered until he stood in front of the class, not missing details of those big brown eyes, long nose and juicy reddish lips. He was quite tall, almost as tall as him, but with a slim build and KyuBin was completely sure that if they were next to him, he would appear much smaller than he actually was. The simple idea of ​​having him next to him, close to his body, made him smile like an idiot and KyuBin wanted to hit his head with the pole in front of him for that intrusive thought.

 

            "Welcome ladies", he said, greeting the class, "and welcome gentleman", he added when his eyes met his. “I'm TaeYeob, the pole dance instructor”, he introduced himself. “I hope this class makes you curious about this discipline and that you sign up for more sessions”. He smiled and his smile took KyuBin's breath away because he looked even more precious that way. “Shall we start?”.

 

            His question was greeted with a chorus of yeses from the women in the room and his smile widened, reaching his eyes, which closed into two crescent moons. That guy really was the most precious person that KyuBin had seen in his entire life and he was sure that in other lives he would have brought down empires with that beauty... but at that moment, all he was doing was making KyuBin fall absolutely captivated by him, because the firefighter practically didn’t pay attention to what he said during the whole class, doing the things that he asked them to do mechanically, only focused on observing him with a silly smile on his face that must be obvious because TaeYeob looked at him several times and in his expression he could see that he had noticed the way he was looking at him. However, KyuBin didn’t care about that because the way in which he moved against that pole, turning, holding tightly and his expressions, sensual, inviting him to sin with him, were too much for KyuBin to worry about be looking at him with a silly face.

 

~

 

            "Aren't you going to tell me about the pole dance class?" WookJin asked him, elbowing him in the ribs at the locker room.

            “What do you want me to tell you?” He replied, turning to him and crossing his arms over his chest. “That I was the only man in the class and that I was terribly embarrassed because my cock was rubbing against the pole all the time? Do you want me to tell you that? Or do you want me to tell you that I'm going to make you pay for this for the rest of your life?” WookJin had the audacity to laugh at that moment, making KyuBin's anger with him grow. “Do you want me to throw one of the gym weights at your head?”

            "No, hyung, violence is never the way”, he replied, trying to hold back his laughter, "besides, you weren't the only man in the class, there was also TaeYeob hyung", he said and approached him again to give him another elbow and begin to move his eyebrows suggestively. “He is handsome, isn’t he?”

 

            KyuBin opened his mouth to answer and was about to agree with him, about to tell him that he was the most precious person he had ever seen in his entire life, but before doing so, he closed his mouth again and frowned.

 

            "Don't change the subject, Jung WookJin" he told him.

            "It's not changing the subject, we're talking about the same thing, pole dance classes", he replied, with that mischievous smile that characterized him, that smile told him that he knew perfectly well what had happened in the class. “I’m talking about the classes and his beautiful instructor, the one you stared at the whole time”.

 

            KyuBin rolled his eyes and then sighed. He had to have known. Obviously, TaeYeob had realized that he hadn’t been able to take his eye off him and, obviously, he must have told JiSung and he had told WookJin to torture him. As if he hadn't had enough to attend that class, now he too had a whole network of guys gossiping about what he did or he didn’t do there.

 

            "He's handsome", he finished by admitting. “Happy?”

            "Actually yes, very much", WookJin replied, grinning from ear to ear. “But what makes me happiest is knowing that you have signed up for all the sessions that had a discount for the coupon because you want to see TaeYeob hyung again”.

 

            KyuBin opened his mouth to talk back to him, but then thought it better and just went looking for WookJin to beat him up. The other saw his intentions and ran away so that he wouldn’t be caught, so he ran after him, warning him as they went through the entire fire station that if he caught him, he was not going to leave bone of his body intact.

 

~

 

            KyuBin really couldn't believe he was doing that crazy thing, but there he was, again in the pole dance classes, just because the instructor was beautiful and he was very interested in him and, above all, in seeing him dance in that metal pole, using it as if it were another part of himself, going up and down it, turning, doing some acrobatics, in an infinitely sensual way. He was just doing a little demonstration of some easy moves, the ones they were going to learn in those classes for beginners, but the way he moved against the pole was completely amazing and KyuBin couldn't stop staring at him, totally absorbed in him.

 

            "In the last class I taught you how to use your hands and feet to hold onto the pole", he said, still on it, sitting in the air, as if it were the most comfortable posture in the world. “We are going to practice that and try to start with the first few moves”.

 

            KyuBin tried to focus on what TaeYeob was explaining and imitated his movements as best he could, holding onto the pole the way he said and practicing how he should do it. He was used to the pole at work, but all he did was go down it; however, KyuBin had experience with all kinds of exercises because the physical preparation that his work required was quite complete and intense and he could go up and down the pole, without major problem, using the strength of his arms and legs.

 

            Once TaeYeob finished his explanations, he began to approach his students to see how they were doing, correcting their postures or teaching them from closer how to do their best, while they continued practicing what he had taught them. KyuBin was at the back of the class, because since he was going to that place, he didn't want to be in the front row either, where other people could see him making a fool of himself, so, by the time TaeYeob got to his side, the class was about to finish and he had been going up and down the pole for a long time in the way he had explained. TaeYeob stood in front of him and watched him closely, a deep, penetrating up-and-down look with which KyuBin felt his body tremble as he repeated the exercise for him.

 

            "You're using your muscles to hold onto the pole", he told him, bringing his left hand up to KyuBin's right arm and touching his bicep. “You don't need to use all your strength, it should be something much softer and gentler, like you would hold someone you are making love with, make love with the pole”.

 

            TaeYeob then gripped the pole, firmly, but at the same time gently and KyuBin took a couple of steps back to make room for him to move well and to observe him well. The other climbed up the pole almost effortlessly, brushing against it and grabbing it in the way he had explained at the beginning of the class and, above all, expressing what he had just said to KyuBin, showing him how to hold onto it, being soft, gentle, almost delicate, as if he were hugging his lover in bed. KyuBin couldn't stop staring at him, completely enraptured, in the same way that he couldn't help but imagine TaeYeob in his bed, completely naked, clutching his shoulders the same way he clung to the pole, while his legs were tangled around his waist and his butt swallowing his member over and over again, staring into his eyes, with that expression that embodied the absolute sensuality on his face.

 

~

 

            KyuBin didn’t has the habit of masturbating all the time, only on occasion, when he felt especially hot and didn’t feel like going out looking for a one-night stand or using any of the dating applications he had on his phone, but since he was back from the last pole dance class, he couldn't stop doing it. He touched himself in bed, in the shower, on the sofa while he absent-mindedly watched TV, unable to stop thinking about the way TaeYeob moved on the pole, still glimpsing in his mind those brown eyes that were staring at him, as if they could see right through him. KyuBin felt almost like a teenager again, even though he was far too long past that stage of his life, because the only thing he could think about was sex, what sex with TaeYeob would be like and what he wanted to fuck him very much, not just once, but always, because he was completely sure that the other's body would be soft and at the same time firm, flexible and it would mold itself perfectly to him... and WookJin had confirmed him that TaeYeob was also gay, it just made it worse, because he wanted so much to fuck him.

 

            That night he couldn’t stop thinking about it and he didn’t fall asleep, so KyuBin ended up taking his right hand to his member and began to touch himself, closing his eyes and imagining that it was TaeYeob who was touching him. He didn't even take long to come, too aroused and too eager for what was going on in his mind to come true. He wiped himself with a handkerchief more out of habit than anything else and finally fell asleep, thanks to the weakness and peace that the orgasm had brought to his body and mind, dreaming of TaeYeob staring at him as he swallowed his member with his mouth again and again.

 

~

 

            KyuBin didn’t want to be delusional, he never had been and he didn’t want to become one at that time, but he couldn’t stop thinking that TaeYeob might have some kind of interest in him. He couldn't stop thinking about it because he kept staring at him at all times during the sessions and a part of KyuBin didn’t want to have any illusions and just wanted to find an explanation as logical as possible, because he didn’t think it was possible that he also had an interest in him. Surely, he was looking at him because he was the only man in the class and surely, he was more aware because he was the only one who had a little experience with the poles, it was for nothing else. However, another part of him, the deluded part, the only thing that told him was that TaeYeob kept looking at him because he was also interested in him, extremely interested. KyuBin was handsome, more than handsome, very attractive, and he also had a body of scandal, forged by too many hours in the gym, he was used to women and men looking at him up and down when he passed by, so, no wonder he looked at him and was interested.

 

            The two positions, totally contradictory, coexisted in his mind and he had no way of reaching a consensus with himself because both thoughts had their own strengths and weaknesses; however, after the next class, the deluded part of KyuBin gained a bit of strength and confidence.

 

            As in the previous session, the first of the five cheapest he had paid for that bonus, TaeYeob hadn’t stopped staring at him the whole time and those gazes caused KyuBin's entire body to anticipate something else, remembering his wet dreams with him and recalling the erotic images with which he touched himself.

 

            "I'm going to help you personally with this move like last time". TaeYeob commented after getting off his pole. “Keep practicing on your own while I get to you”.

 

            And on that occasion, instead of starting from the front row, he just took a little look at all of them as they tried to imitate what he had been teaching them up to that moment, walking through the room until he reached the back, where KyuBin was, starting to help him. As he stood next to him to stare at him, KyuBin felt his hands suddenly sweat, so he wiped them on his clothes before grabbing onto the pole, climbing a bit, and trying the movement he had to make under his watchful stare. It wasn’t something especially complicated, he just had to stay seated, wrapping his right leg around the bar and holding on like that, without using the strength of his arms for it. KyuBin had strong legs, but short and inflexible, so something that wasn’t too difficult for him became a real deal.

 

            "You have to stick your torso closer to the pole so the pole can be adjusted to your groin and you can play more with your leg", TaeYeob told him. “Let me help you for a moment, hold on tight with your hands, you who have those muscles, take advantage of them”.

 

            KyuBin felt a bit taken aback by the last sentence, but he did as he was asked, holding tightly to the pole with his arms, holding his weight like that. Immediately after, TaeYeob approached him and began to touch his body, his butt, his thighs, thus indicating the correct position in which he should be placed and each touch, even above the fabric of the sweatpants he was wearing, made his skin crawl at the contact, asking for more. KyuBin had to try very hard to attend to TaeYeob's explanations more than to his hands, those hands with long and delicate fingers that could be wrapping his member, in addition to having to try very hard to stop thinking about him in a sexual way because he couldn’t get a boner in the middle of class, but he finally managed to do the exercise and TaeYeob finally moved away from his body, clapping and congratulating him before going to help the other class attendees. However, even if he had moved away from him, KyuBin couldn’t stop thinking the rest of the time about his hands on his body and, above all, he didn’t stop feeling his gazes fixed on him, despite being on the other end of class.

 

~

 

            “Do you think I'm crazy?” He asked WookJin, after briefly telling him what had happened in his last pole dance class. He was still a little angry with him for the trap, but they had smoothed out some rough edges because the other had started telling him things about TaeYeob those days, things that JiSung told him about his friend that KyuBin might be interested in, because at that point it was crystal clear that he had continued to go to pole dance classes because of the instructor and not because of the discipline itself. “I mean, I've never been particularly savvy to figure out when someone liked me, do you remember YongSoo, my last boyfriend?” WookJin nodded. “He flirted with me for like half a year and until he said ‘hyung, I want you to fuck me in the bathroom until I lose consciousness’ the day he got drunk when we went out drinking with some friends, I didn't realize he liked me”.

            "It's true that you're quite clueless and don't usually realize that someone likes you", WookJin replied, "but I don't think you're going crazy either”.

 

            The younger then gave him a meaningful look and KyuBin couldn't help raising a questioning eyebrow. He knew that he wasn’t telling him something and no one was going to stop him until he knew what it was about.

 

            "Elaborate", he asked him.

 

            And KyuBin expected WookJin to laugh at him or change the subject, because it was never easy to get information out of him and, above all, when he knew that he had power over him in some way, it was almost impossible to make him tell you anything, but the least of it. He was surprised, and unexpectedly answered him instantly and without taking any detour.

 

            “A little bird who knows the person who drives you crazy may have told me that said person has told him how much he is interested in a certain hot firefighter who has signed up for his classes”.

 

            KyuBin couldn’t help the wide smile that formed on his face when he heard that, in the same way that he couldn’t avoid hugging WookJin as if his life depended on it as thanks for that information as necessary as interesting, because thanks to this his brain could finally stop being divided and he could think of what to do to dazzle TaeYeob instead of worrying about whether the younger was interested in him or not.

 

~

 

            "I hope I didn't beat you up today and you didn't hate me", TaeYeob commented with a wide smile. “See you in the next class”.

 

            The class said goodbye to him and began to gather their things to leave the place, everyone except KyuBin, who decided to linger a bit to stay there last with him, wanting to start something with him, in case he had a little luck. That day he hadn’t stopped looking at him in that penetrating way in which he always looked at him and KyuBin felt almost naked under his watchful eye, almost in need, so he had decided that he had to try, at least, the hour of this class helped him with his plan, but he wasn't especially sure that TaeYeob would like to accept his proposal.

 

            "You did very well today, Shin KyuBin", TaeYeob said, making him jump because he hadn't expected he to speak to him the moment the class was empty, but he overcame his shock instantly. “It amazes me that you are able to move that way on the pole with so much muscle”.

            "Thank you very much" he replied, turning to him and placing his backpack on his shoulder as he loosened his hair from the ponytail in which he had tied it so that it would not disturb him in class. “I have a good teacher who helps me in any way he can”.

 

            TaeYeob gave him a sincere smile, thanking him for having him in such high esteem as they left the room and he closed the door. The two of them walked together through the dance academy until they were out on the street, talking about the class that day, which had been a little harder than the previous sessions and that surely left even more bruises on their bodies. As they descended the steps to the sidewalk, KyuBin saw how TaeYeob intended to say goodbye to him and before he could do it, he spoke.

 

            "Today we had the class quite late", he said, "I brought the car, do you want me to take you home?"

 

            That hadn't been the best way to put it, nor had it come naturally to the conversation, but KyuBin had said it and that was all that counted. TaeYeob didn't answer him immediately, it took a few moments to do so, but when he did, he nodded, shaking his head, causing KyuBin's heart to skip because he had agreed to take him home. He smiled at him and motioned for him to follow him to the car and they both continued their half-finished conversation about class. That way it was comfortable, because KyuBin didn't really know what to talk about other than what they had in common, because WookJin had told him things he liked, but he wasn't supposed to know, so the conversation about pole dance were the easiest and safest subject. In the car KyuBin put on some soft music to fill the silences and he drove to the direction TaeYeob had given him, following the path shown by the GPS, trying not to sound like an idiot because sometimes his nerves would betray him. He didn't think he was making a fool of himself at the time because they only took a few minutes to get there.

 

            "Thanks for bringing me home", TaeYeob said, undoing his seat belt.

            "It was nothing", he replied. “I could do it every day for a guy as amazing as you”.

 

            KyuBin blurted that out almost without thinking, instantly regretting that perhaps he had been too direct, but TaeYeob cracked a smile that completely reassured him.

 

            "I'm not the only amazing guy in this car, but right now you're my student and I can't have favorites", he replied, approaching him, leaving a short kiss on his lips that left KyuBin wanting more and with a lot of butterflies fluttering in his stomach. “See you in the next class!”

 

            TaeYeob said goodbye to him, getting out of the car and waving his hand, with a more than charming smile on his lips, those lips that had just kissed him and of which he could still feel the contact, although it had been too brief for his liking.

 

~

 

            Flames began to surround KyuBin and he had to walk over some unstable debris to be able to make his way outside, trying to not scare the little white dog that was shivering inside his suit's flame retardant jacket because he didn’t want the dog to be more scared than he was already. The ground under his feet was so unstable that he had to walk slowly, too slow for his liking, but he had to tread firmly to keep his balance and play it safe, despite the fact that every second spent in there the structure of the building was getting weaker and more dangerous for him and the dog. When he was finally able to get out of the rubble area, KyuBin kept moving towards the exit, trying to keep the flames from brushing against his body, but feeling the heat from them too close to him and making him sweat inside his suit. It took him a few minutes to get to the door, getting out of the building as fast as he could and away from it, going to the firetruck, where the rest were.

 

            "Damn, hyung, I thought something had happened to you because you weren't going out", WookJin told him as soon as he got to his side, hitting him on the shoulder. “We were about to come in for you”.

            "I'm sorry, I'm sorry", he replied. “I've had a little more fun trying to catch this little thing”. KyuBin opened his jacket and carefully pulled out the little bichon frize who was still shaking with fear. “His owner must be around here; you have to look for them to take him to the vet and see if he is okay”.

            "Next time let me know, okay?" WookJin sighed in relief, then hit him on the shoulder again. “We don’t want a misfortune to happen to you when you haven’t tried sex with a certain pole dance teacher yet”.

 

            KyuBin rolled his eyes and wanted to answer that, but before he could, one of his coworkers called out to him and he had to leave, leaving the dog to WookJin and the task of looking for the owner while he went to help where he had been called.

 

~

 

            KyuBin was open-mouthed, unable to do anything to close it. He couldn't take his gaze away from TaeYeob’s body as he moved doing a completely incredible and sensual dance routine on the pole, teaching it to the class. TaeYeob had to know that he was the most sensual guy in the universe and the effect he had on the people who looked at him, he had to be fully aware of it and he had to be doing that, staring at him, because he knew perfectly well what he was provoking in KyuBin… nothing more and nothing less than a boner the size of the Namsan Tower.

 

            "This routine isn't complicated", TaeYeob said still on the pole, still staring him in the eye. “It has all the movements that we have been rehearsing these days, but you have to put them together so that they are showy and make sense in the dance”. He outlined a charming smile in which his eyes were lost, closing in two half-moons. “Five minutes of rest and we begin again”.

 

            As soon as he had said the last words, KyuBin ran out of the classroom, on his way to the bathroom, trying to not let anyone notice his erection, and locked himself in one of the cubicles, sitting on the toilet seat and pulling his member out of his pants, completely hard. He had been very excited by that demonstration and he needed to unload right there before going back to class, with the five minutes he had to spare was enough for him because he was so sensitive, so on the edge, that he wouldn’t need much to come. He touched himself quickly, because he needed to unload already, clenching his teeth so that no noise came out of his mouth, moving his hand up and down until orgasm came over him. KyuBin spent a few moments trying to catch his breath after reaching the climax and, still with his mind a little blank, he cleaned himself and put his member inside his pants again and afterwards he wiped all traces of what had happened there, throwing away the paper. When he came out of the cubicle, the last thing expected was for TaeYeob sitting on the sink slab, swinging his legs in the air, as he was waiting for him there.

 

            "Did you like the routine I'm going to teach you now?" KyuBin asked as he approached to wash his hands. With that question and seeing the way in which he had expressed it, suggestively and without taking his eyes off him, KyuBin realized that he had been waiting for him and that, furthermore, he knew perfectly well what he had just done in the cubicle. “It’s not a difficult routine, so I think that in the remainder of today's class and the next session, many of you will be able to learn it”.

            "I'm glad to hear it", KyuBin replied to the second part, washing his hands, "it will be my last session".

            "The last one yet?" TaeYeob questioned, his voice sounding more excited than disappointed. KyuBin turned to him to answer the question in the affirmative, but before he could say anything, the other's lips found his for a few seconds. “I'm looking forward to your last session”, he told him, his breath brushing against his mouth, “because I really want you”.

 

            And, after saying that, TaeYeob walked away from him, with a mischievous smile on his face, getting off the sinks and leaving the bathroom, as if he hadn’t just hinted that he wanted to sleep with him when he finished being his student in the pole dance classes. KyuBin had to splash cold water on his face and think about the most unpleasant things that he could at the time so he wouldn't have to go back to the cubicle to masturbate. He did want TaeYeob, more and more, and he couldn't wait to finish his last session to fuck him.

 

~

 

            "He wants to sleep with you as much as you want to sleep with him", WookJin told him, sprawled out on his couch, as if he were in his own home. “He is crystal clear”.

            "Do you say that as my friend? As the boyfriend of TaeYeob's friend? Or simply as a mere spectator who likes to watch the world burn?” KyuBin couldn't help but question WookJin.

 

            The two of them had a day off and WookJin had shown up there unannounced to spend the day at his house because his boyfriend worked and he didn't want to be alone all day. It was something he had done so many times that he no longer questioned it, besides, since he was there, maybe he could continue helping him with what he was starting with TaeYeob, because since what had happened the other day in the bathroom, KyuBin felt like he didn't fit inside his skin.

 

            “First, I'm a firefighter, I don't like to see the world burn”, WookJin replied, looking outraged by that insinuation, “and on the other hand, I'm telling you because I don't want you to think too much more and because of what I've been listening to both from you and from TaeYeob through JiSung, it shows that you two are a bit, maybe quite, interested in getting involved”.

 

            KyuBin nodded, but there was something else on his mind and he wasn’t quite sure whether to say it or not because it was something much deeper than everything they had been talking about so far, something that was buried deep in his heart. TaeYeob was gorgeous and he danced on that pole in a way that turned him on completely, but there was something else, something that had been happening since their kisses, even if these had been nothing more than just a few pecks. That excitement, his heart desperately beating, that desire to want to kiss him until the last day of their lives and to be able to hold his body while they slept together for all eternity was something other than a momentary fever, if only it were a fever, it would all be much easier. He thought about it for a few moments, whether to tell WookJin or not… and in the end he decided that he didn't lose anything by doing it.

 

            "Do you think that apart from wanting to hook up with me, he wants to have a relationship?"

 

            WookJin almost jumped off the couch when he heard him say that and KyuBin almost regretted having asked the question, but the damage had already been done and he only had to wait for the answer.

 

            "You really fell for him", WookJin muttered.

 

            And KyuBin wanted to reply keeping it light, but in the end, he chose to remain sincere and tell him how he felt when he was with TaeYeob.

 

            "I think he's like some kind of drug", he said. “I wish I knew how to quit him”.

 

~

 

            "Thank you very much for sharing this five-week trip with me, I hope you continue to attend the classes, even if the promotion has ended because you have been curious or liked this discipline", said TaeYeob at the end of the class, making a small bow and with a charming smile on his face.

 

            All the class attendees thanked him and some of those who weren’t going to continue approached him to do so personally. KyuBin waited for the class to empty a bit to get closer to him too, although it wasn’t to thank him for the classes like the rest, but because he wanted to talk to him about something else, to talk about what they were going to do now that he had finally stopped being his student. Maybe doing it so suddenly and especially quickly, it could make him look desperate, but really KyuBin was desperate and because of the intense way TaeYeob had looked at him in that class —much more intense than the previous times, which it was an increment almost to infinity— he was sure TaeYeob wanted to be able to set where the limit was too.

 

            KyuBin waited until the class was practically empty and none of the other people were going to approach TaeYeob to finally reach him, leaning on one of the poles and crossing his arms, drawing his attention in that way and receiving a smile

 

            "I just stopped being your student", he told him. “What should we do now?”

 

            TaeYeob looked around, seeing that there was no one else in the room but the two of them because the last remaining people had just walked out the door. A mischievous smile appeared on his face and then he gestured with his finger for KyuBin to come closer to him, he did, leaning slightly in his direction. Quick as lightning, TaeYeob brought his hands to the straps of his shirt and pulled his body forward, causing their lips to collide in a kiss that was intense from the beginning, moving their mouths against each other, wanting more from the first moment. KyuBin brushed his tongue against TaeYeob's lips and he opened his mouth, giving him entrance, their tongues meeting, seeking each other, licking each other as they kissed desperately, until they were hopelessly out of breath and had to separate to being able to catch their breath, panting, staring at each other intently, their breaths mingling from how closely their faces were. TaeYeob's grip on the straps of his shirt was tight, as if he didn't want to let go just yet, and KyuBin didn't want to let go either.

 

            "Now that you're not my student, we can do something together", TaeYeob told him. “When do you have a day off?”

            "Thursday… I think…" he replied, his body vibrating with happiness at what he had just heard.

            “Perfect”.

 

~

 

            When that Thursday arrived, KyuBin was nervous about what could happen. He didn’t know if their personalities would really go well, if he would screw up saying some nonsense, as he used to, or if far from that intense atmosphere, full of sensuality, that were the pole dance classes, they were going to continue to feel attracted to the other... but he had worried for nothing because that day, that date in a fashionable café, went quite well. They talked a lot and little by little they discovered things about themselves, although the two had already made their little inquiries before using JiSung and WookJin as a link between them. They didn’t like the same things, in fact, they didn’t agree on practically anything, everything they talked about, or one or the other commented the opposite, because if KyuBin loved to exercise, TaeYeob said that he hated it and that the only exercise he did was dance, or if TaeYeob commented that scary movies were his favorites, KyuBin could only be horrified by them. As in pole dancing, they were also in life, because KyuBin always made sudden and strong movements, while TaeYeob's were soft and delicate. However, that only made the interest in the other go out to more, to know what things they had in common and to find their differences, for that reason, the first date went well... in the same way that the next three were.

 

~

 

            "You're in love", WookJin commented, "and don't say no because it's so, you're worse than when JunHyung hyung fell in love with that doctor guy that always appeared in the ambulance to treat those injured in the fires", the younger stopped a few seconds thoughtfully before adding, "What was his name?"

            "SungHo", KyuBin answered his question, "and I'm not in love, I like him, I like him a lot and I would love to be able to continue dating him", he said to the other. “I want to keep dating him and I want to get to fuck him, but we haven't had the chance yet”.

            "You spent more than a month with the foolishness that since you were in their classes you couldn't go out together and now you can't find the opportunity to hook up", WookJin commented. “With the desire that you had for each other, I assumed that on your first date you would eat each other savagely... you look like two prudes”.

            "We are not prudish", he replied. “It's not as if we don’t want it, we really want it, but we couldn’t find the opportunity to do it...” KyuBin sighed deeply because he wanted it so bad from the beginning, he wanted to eat it him whole, he wanted TaeYeob to eat him and he wanted to get inside his body until the two of them they would be completely satisfied and exhausted, but the opportunity hadn’t arrived yet. “I don't know how to guide the date so that we end up at my or his house fucking”.

            "You fucked YongSoo before you even went out with him, I don't know how now you suddenly can't find the chance", WookJin told him and he couldn't help rolling his eyes at that.

            "I remind you that he got drunk and he asked me to fuck him in the bathroom."

            "Then do that", the other replied. “Be direct and tell him that you want to fuck him in every way you can think of, if you want, I will give you the Kamasutra pdf that I have on my phone, so that you can learn new things and since he is half contortionist, he surely can do most of them”.

 

            KyuBin sighed deeply again and felt that if he rolled his eyes more, they would stay on the back of his neck, so, he simply ignored WookJin with the Kamasutra thing and got lost in his own thoughts. There was a reason why in all the dates they had had, he hadn't mentioned the desire he had to be with him on the bed, even though all their kisses had been hot, intense. KyuBin didn't want to screw it up. The sexual tension was there, it had always been there and he didn't think it would dissipate so soon that they had to speed things up, he just wanted to do it right and wait for the right moment to sink into his body, when that moment came, KyuBin was sure that they would both know, for the moment, he could go on living knowing TaeYeob more and more, with those hot kisses as a bonus, and masturbating with his image becoming clearer in his mind.

 

~

 

            Since he had finished the five discounted classes that he had gotten thanks to the coupon, KyuBin hadn’t returned to the dance academy, but that night TaeYeob was leaving late and he had offered to take him home because that week he had his shifts in the morning and he could pick up the younger with the car. He had been waiting for him in the vehicle, but when the class had finished, TaeYeob had told him to go to there because he wanted to show him something and he had ended up entering the place, the class, finding it completely dark, but with a small focus of light pointing to the pole in which the other taught the movements to the rest of the class. KyuBin was quite surprised by that, but when TaeYeob appeared before the spotlight and asked him to sit in a chair in the center of the class, he didn’t question it and simply did. He'd told him that he wanted to show him something, so most likely he wanted to show him a pole dance routine and he wasn't going to complain about that little private show he'd put on for him.

 

            TaeYeob put music on his phone, a soft, sensual, suggestive music and then he climbed nimbly on the pole, beginning to spin on it gently. The younger made a couple of movements with his legs and ended up in the upper area of ​​the pole, then falling back and lying face down, looking at KyuBin with that intense, penetrating gaze, as he had always looked at him when he was at the pole, causing him to have to swallow, because in that way, TaeYeob was tempting him, inviting him to look at him and not take his eyes off him, provocatively and obviously KyuBin was going to let himself be tempted because he really wanted to. The little show lasted only the duration of the song, a few minutes that KyuBin found especially short, because he loved to see TaeYeob moving against the pole, turning, going up, going down, sometimes holding on with his arms and others with his legs alone, making incredible movements that defied all the laws of gravity; but even though it lasted only a few minutes, KyuBin enjoyed it as he had never enjoyed anything, almost holding his breath and feeling his body burn, his member harden and his mouth went dry.

 

            “Did you like it?” TaeYeob asked, stepping down from the pole, picking up his phone from the floor. “I've been rehearsing it these days because I wanted you to see it”.

            "I loved it", he replied, swallowing hard to speak, his heart pounding inside his chest because TaeYeob had thought of him and he had rehearsed to show him that. “It was incredible” and he added “you left me with my mouth open, you are a fantasy dancing on the pole”.

            "Thank you very much", he said, walking toward him, stopping when his legs touched. “The truth is that not only am I good at dancing on the pole, I do many more dance styles and I can do them very well”.

            "I wish I could see them all", he commented, without thinking, because if TaeYeob moved the way he did at the pole doing other things, he would love to see him. A beautiful smile appeared on the other's face and KyuBin realized that he had just made him very happy with it.

            "If you want, I can show you one of the dances I do best", he told him.

“Sure, of course”.

            "Close your eyes, I have something to prepare", TaeYeob asked him.

 

            KyuBin obeyed instantly, closing his eyes and the moment he did, he heard how TaeYeob walked around the room, probably to prepare what he had told him he needed. He relaxed in the chair, waiting, because he couldn't do anything but wait for TaeYeob to come back and tell him that he could open his eyes again. It didn't take long with his eyes closed when he heard how the other's footsteps approached him again and, this time, he placed behind him, passing his hands over his arms, pulling them slightly backwards until he joined them at his wrists, starting to tie them up. KyuBin was surprised by that and opened his eyes because of that, turning his head and looking at him out of the corner of his eye, but he didn't say anything, he just waited for TaeYeob to explain himself.

 

            "This is only for precaution… so you won't be tempted to touch me", he said, walking past him, touching his arm up to his shoulder with the tips of his fingers, causing a shiver of pleasure and anticipation to run through his body, up and down. “Because I know perfectly well that if you don't have your hands you are going to touch and if you touch, I can’t concentrate on doing it well”.

 

            After saying that, TaeYeob picked up his phone again and played music, this time a much more exciting song, with the singer's deep and sensual voice sounding as if he was moaning over the bass and piano chords. He got on his legs at that moment and began to move against him, dancing, touching him, doing an overly sensual lap dance that accentuated the curves of his body and that was meant to be a sexual game between the two of them. If KyuBin had had his hands untied, he was sure he would have held him and told him that all he needed was for him to rub against him, but with his hands tied he could only enjoy this intense spectacle feeling more and more excited and hot from the way TaeYeob's body moved against his and from the way he didn't take his eyes off him either.

 

            When the song ended, TaeYeob sat on his thighs and ran his hands behind his neck, getting close to his face to kiss him intensely and KyuBin kissed him back, almost too needy of him, totally aroused by what had just happened and with his erect member inside his pants, wanting to break free.

 

            "You're amazing," he told him, between kisses. “You are the most amazing guy I've ever came across”.

            "I can be even more incredible", TaeYeob replied.

 

            And before KyuBin could ask him what he meant by that, the younger began to move, on top of him, moving his hips, brushing their crotches together, both hard, on the verge of exploding, something that didn’t take long to do, between kisses and hip movements seeking more and more contact, with TaeYeob on top of him and KyuBin with his hands tied.

 

~

 

            WookJin kept looking at him and giving him that perverted smile that he was so good at, showing that he knew things that perhaps it wasn’t his competence to know, but that he imagined that they had reached his ears through JiSung. KyuBin knew he knew and wanted to comment on it, but they were at an important meeting on the new regulations on wildfire safety and the importance of having a carefully calculated action plan that could also be flexible to the situation with which they encountered or when it changed. The younger didn’t take his eyes off him during the entire meeting, with that same expression on his face and, when it finally finished, he was really quick and got close to him, nudging him in the ribs while moving his eyebrows suggestively.

 

            "A little bird told me that something interesting happened between you two the other day", was what he said. “You should thank me”.

            "Yes, thanks to the almighty Jung WookJin who set me up to send me to pole dance classes because three months after that I fucked", he replied, rolling his eyes. “I didn't want to tell you anything because I knew you were going to get this stupid, with the little glances and the nudges, but it was clear that, if I didn't tell it, TaeYeob will do it and, in the end, you end up finding out everything”.

            "Because I am omnipotent and omnipresent", WookJin replied, putting on airs of greatness.

            "I didn't know you were impotent", KyuBin said in response, making the smirk fade from WookJin's face instantly, "but the next time I see JiSung, I'll give him my condolences for having a boyfriend whose dick won't get up."

 

            WookJin yelled at him and KyuBin ran out before the hand he had raised ended up giving him a good beating, with the boy running after him throughout the station, threatening that he was going to murder him and bury his body in some remote place where no one would never find it. After running around a bit, in the end he got caught by WookJin and he gave him a couple of not too strong blows, insulting him too, thus taking the frustration out of him and KyuBin let him do it until he got tired.

 

            “Better?” He asked him.

            "You can't play with my manhood", WookJin replied, pretending to be outraged, but instantly, his expression changed again. “And yours?”

            "Mine is perfectly fine", he answered, "and since I know you want to know all the details, I got hard just watching him dance on the pole, but when he started rubbing himself against me, I was so turned on that it didn't take long to start cumming".

 

            And that expression of absolute perversion appeared again on WookJin's face when he heard that and asked him to tell him all the details, chapter and verse.

 

~

 

            The kisses were desperate, fast, as they moved across the KyuBin apartment, bumping into everything, laughing because the excitement was too strong for the bruises that could come out from hitting the furniture matter in the least. A quiet dinner at a trendy bar had degenerated into the car on the way home with TaeYeob touching him as he drove, turning him on, and they had barely been able to keep their hands off each other on the way to the older's place, throwing themselves at each other as soon as they passed through the door. In their haste, they were undressing on the road. Jackets on one side and shoes thrown everywhere, shirts flew off their bodies as they passed through the living room and they were unbuttoning their pants as they entered KyuBin's room, by the time they got to bed, they were both completely naked and the older one just walked away from TaeYeob's body to get the lube and condoms out.

 

            TaeYeob's hands were fire on his body, in the same way that his seemed to make TaeYeob see stars, too hot, too excited, too eager to eat each other. Their mouths abandoning the other’s to start kissing other parts and causing the fire to spread wherever they passed. KyuBin began to prepare TaeYeob, slowly sinking his fingers into his body, accustoming him to the pressure and searching for his prostate, finding it in just a few moments and causing the younger's moans to begin to fill the burning air of the room, sounding like real music in KyuBin's ears, that every minute that passed felt about to ignite. He was used to heat and fire, but the one that was spreading through his body when he was with TaeYeob was too much for him and his own skin bothered him while all the blood accumulated only in his member, pulsing, wanting to enter into the body of the other.

 

            When he pulled his fingers from inside TaeYeob, he surprised him, turning and moving on the bed, KyuBin lying with his back on the mattress and he straddling his body, the same way he had been when he did that lap dance to him days ago, in the same way that KyuBin had always imagined him in his erotic fantasies, on top of him, riding him, swallowing his member with his butt as soon as he put the condom on him. His mouth was dry because not even in his wildest and most explicit fantasies, had he been able to imagine how incredibly cool sex with TaeYeob was, that when he descended on his member, he squeezed it in a completely delicious way and when he began to move, frowning and biting his lower lip, his hands on his pecs to hold himself, totally naked on him, KyuBin felt like he was in heaven. It didn't even take long for them to reach the climax, their bodies remaining completely limp, still attached as TaeYeob flopped onto his chest, exhausted, sweaty, gasping, precious.

 

            At that moment, KyuBin thought that he would give everything to be able to continue like this with TaeYeob forever and would do whatever it took not to lose him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Final notes:

—I think you can notice I have no idea about pole dance and that the videos that I saw to try to understand a little have not helped me to be an expert, but at least I have tried it and the intention is what counts. You also can notice that what I know about firefighters is the general knowledge of what they do and little else, but it has been a good change to write about things that I didn’t have much idea about.