[One Shot] I'll paint you wings (and I'll set you free) [English ver.] {JunSung}

Title: I'll paint you wings (and I'll set you free) [English ver.]

Author: Riz Aino

Pairing: JunSung (Love + JunJi) (OnlyOneOf)

Rating: R

Genres: AU, college, romance, fluff, smut, pwp

Number of words: 2k

Summary: even though JiSung never tells him about everything that’s on his mind, JunHyung knows that he has many things to worry about… that's why, even if it's only in his drawings, he wants to free him from all the worries.

Warnings: nude bodies and hinted at sexual intercourse.

Notes: this story is a kind of "continuation" of Canvas. You can read it individually, but if you want to know how it all started, it's good to read the other story too.

Author's comment: dOra maar came out this very day, only two years ago and I wanted to commemorate that this song has been making my life happy with its perfection all this time. I hope you like it.

 

            JunHyung got up from the bed slowly, freeing himself from JiSung's arms that hugged his body firmly, not wanting to wake up the older, who was still sleeping soundly on his bed. When he got out of bed, he also walked slowly through his room, only helped by the dim light that came through the window, the first rays of the sun appearing on the horizon. There were things on the floor, his and JiSung's wrinkled clothes, and he didn't want to trip and make noise, so he picked it up as he bumped into them. When he found his underpants, he immediately put them on and then organized the other man's clothes, placing them on the back of the chair. By the time it was all tidied up, a little more light was coming through the window and JunHyung couldn't help but stare at JiSung's naked body on his bed, completely spread out now that he wasn't there, taking up the entire mattress, the sheets tangled in his body, on his legs, his face half hidden in his arms, his brow furrowed in sleep.

 

            It was completely gorgeous.

 

            It had been several months since he had seen his naked body for the first time, but JunHyung couldn't help but be impressed by him, by the soft curve of his butt or by the firmness of his muscles, by the beautiful features of his face. JunHyung had delicately touched that white and delicate skin with his fingertips, he had kissed every corner of his body over and over again, he had left small marks that dyed his skin purple for several days before disappearing as if they had never been there... and he could never get tired of doing it. He still felt that it was a dream to be able to have the other in that way, naked on his bed, especially because he would never have dared to make any move with him, despite how much he had always liked him, they would have remained friends for the rest of eternity if JiSung hadn't volunteered as a model for a project he had to do. He'd had to pose for him a few days, completely naked, and after all the moments they'd shared together, they'd started searching for each other, unable to keep their hands off each other's bodies, until finally they'd talked about it and decided to try a relationship. JunHyung still felt like it was a dream because he couldn't believe it, even though JiSung was there with him, in his bed, totally tangible.

 

            JiSung made a little adorable noise in his dream and changed his posture, further revealing his body and his face, making visible in him the stress he was probably under those days, with exams almost every day. He hadn't told him anything, he hadn't told him anything about how he felt, but JunHyung had spent enough years being his friend to know that JiSung had too many things on his mind right now that he couldn't stop thinking about them even sleeping. He had lost a little weight from not eating well and his clavicle bones stood out more than they did before, in the same way that dark circles had formed under his eyes from sleeping little and badly… JiSung hadn't told him anything, but JunHyung knew perfectly well, that's why he hadn't asked when the older had shown up in his room the night before wanting sex, wanting cuddles, wanting him to hold him in his arms and make him forget everything. With sex, with the orgasm, he had managed to make him forget everything for a while, but even in his dreams the worries didn’t seem to let him rest completely... for that reason, and because of how beautiful the image he had before his eyes at that time, under the first light of dawn, JunHyung went for his camera and took a picture of JiSung, then he took his sketchbook and one of his pencils and started drawing.

 

            Because if JiSung wasn't free from all his thoughts even in sleep, he would draw wings for him and free him from them.

 

            JunHyung began to draw slowly, first trying to find the perfect way to capture the posture the older was in, or at least a similar posture, a posture in which he could erase his frown and pursed lips from his face, a pose where he could draw as wings spread down his back, falling onto his bed, silky soft feathers here and there. A composition of soft, delicate lines, like JiSung, a composition with warm colors thanks to the first light of dawn, a composition in which JunHyung wanted to express how much he loved him, how much he cared about him and how much he loved him needed by his side. He quickly finished sketching the scene despite it being complicated and decided to work on the desk to start with the drawing, instead of on his legs, as he had been doing so far, with the photo he had taken of him before as a main reference, turning his head back from time to time to be able to continue seeing JiSung in bed and capture other details that weren’t well appreciated in the photo.

 

            The sun was fully up and JunHyung had already put most of the sketch into its final form when he heard the rustle of fabric behind him just before he felt JiSung's arms gently hug his neck from behind, tipping his chin on the top of his head and looking over him at what he was doing.

 

             “Is it me?” he asked him, his voice deep, still taken by sleep. JunHyung nodded, shaking his head slightly. “Pervert” he told him. “You like my body so much that you spend the day drawing me naked”.

            "Yes", he answered.

 

            He heard JiSung's laugh behind him immediately, breaking away from him and turning around to see him practically folded in half, laughing out loud. He was sure that he hadn't expected that honest answer, but JunHyung had never been a person who lied, maybe he omitted things to avoid hurting others or himself, but he didn't like lying and, obviously, he wasn't going to lie to him when he could tell him how much he adored his body. He could be a pervert, he didn't deny that either, but he always told the truth and, while JiSung kept laughing, he could see in his expression how all the traces of stress and exhaustion had been erased from his face, so he felt somewhat relieved, knowing that it had been his response that had caused this. When JiSung finished laughing, he gave him a charming smile and then took advantage of the fact that JunHyung had turned towards him to place his knees on each side of his hips and sit on his thighs, still naked.

 

            “Did you sleep well?” he asked the older, throwing his head back a little to be able to look into his eyes, bringing his right hand up to his face, gently brushing away some unruly strands of hair from his forehead.

            "In your arms, always", JiSung answered.

 

            JunHyung couldn't help but let a wide smile spread across his face, in the same way that he couldn't help but take advantage of the fact that he had left his hand on JiSung's neck to pull him down and thus take his lips. The older smiled into the kiss, which was nothing more than a touch between their mouths, brief, but warm, affectionate and when they parted, JiSung extended his arms behind him to grab something from his desk. A few seconds later he saw the camera in his hands, his eyes fixed on the image that could be seen on the screen, enlarged, of his face, which was the last thing JunHyung had been drawing before he woke up earlier and had to stop.

 

            "I look like an idiot when I sleep", he commented. JunHyung shook his head and then took the camera from his hands to look at the photo.

            "You're just frowning", he told him, pointing to his forehead in the photo and then bringing the same finger to JiSung's forehead. “You are much more handsome without that frown”.

 

            JiSung gave him a precious smile then, before leaving a short kiss against his forehead and JunHyung felt the color rise to his face, his ears and cheeks would probably be completely red, but he didn't care too much, because JiSung was there, above him, naked and smiling. He brought the camera up to his face and leaned back a little further to capture the sight, causing JiSung to protest a bit at the sudden photo. The older took the camera from his hands and put it back where he was before, on his desk, to later pout his lips and kiss JunHyung's after a few seconds. The kiss was a little longer, a little more intense, his tongues touching each other for a few moments even, making the kiss wet, but they parted before it went much further.

 

            "Do you have an exam today?" JiSung asked him. Junhyung nodded.

            “This afternoon”.

            "Do you have to study or…?"

            "It's a drawing exam", he told him before he finished his question.

            "And do you know what you're going to draw?" JiSung brought his hands to his bangs and brushed them back a bit from his forehead. They no longer fell over his eyes as much as before because he had cut them off, but they were still below his eyebrows.

            "Not until I get the subject on the exam".

            "Mmmmm…" JiSung murmured, repositioning himself a little on top of him. “So… you don't mind if we play a little and forget about exams until you have to go to college, right?” JunHyung shook his head in response. “Marvelous”.

 

            JiSung whispered that last word against his lips before kissing him again, this time much more intensely and JunHyung returned his kiss in the same way because if another time having sex could make JiSung forget everything that worried him, JunHyung had no problem fulfilling his wish, besides, JiSung's naked body, on his thighs, was starting to provoke reactions in his own body and he didn't have the exam until after lunch, he could afford to make JiSung happy and wipe all his worries out of his head again with more sex, until he climaxed and couldn't think about anything but how good it felt. JunHyung didn't even take long to firmly grab the older's body in his arms and get up, without even stopping kissing, to take him to bed and repeat the same thing they had experienced the night before... although this time with the ease of not having to undress in haste because JiSung was completely naked and he only had to pull down his underpants.

            The drawing he had started of JiSung naked on his bed was momentarily forgotten on his desk, witnessing everything that was happening in his room, but JunHyung would finish it later and then save it along with the canvas on which he had painted him naked for the first time, a few months ago.